#but my heart says its Raph i dont know *why*

[iridescentmidnights]

Who is Splinter's favorite son?

imo historically it's always Apirl Every Splinter is a varying degree of good to bad father, and imo I'm trying to make a well balanced has no favorites Splinter. Because imo Splinter dedicating time to groom Leo for head of the family =/= favorite son. He's literally prepping his children for his death whenever that may happen. In my version the son he gets to spend the most one on one fun time with is Mikey but that rare because most of the time most if not all of them are hanging out together. But tbh on just vibes my heart says the secret favorite is Raph

[zinzabee]

What are some of your favorite character relationships/dynamics in TMNT, and why? Is there anything that you particularly like seeing explored with them in fan works (art, writing, comics, etc)?

I have always been drawn to April's relationship with the turtles, especially when she's older. I really enjoy the idea of this woman in her 20s with a full time job in the big city coming across a bunch of mutant teenagers and immediately just- adopting them?? And becoming part of their family. And her relationships with them individually is such a great concept to explore. I think it's very underutilized in the tmnt media.

Like- we know that Raph & Casey are close and all, that's always a given. But April's dynamic with Leo is especially dear to my heart (especially in the 2003 series bc that's the one I grew up with and the one I automatically think of). She sort of gets his 'responsible leader' ideals. She gives him room to be that person while providing a soft ego check, and being there for him to lean on when that all gets to be a bit much without any judgement.

I also really love her character and her dynamic with them in the 90s live action movies. She really doesn't feel so much like a sister/mom figure, she's really just their friend. Even when they're trashing her apartment with their silly teen antics and she scolds them a bit, it never felt like- mom-ish to me. It moreso reminds me of when I was in my early 20s hanging out with my younger cousins at the family functions. /pos

And even in the tv shows where she's a teen alongside them, I love April's dynamic with the turtles. I really dont care what fandom says, I do enjoy seeing both the crush aspect and the sister aspect explored. For as cringey as 2012's April is written, there is a part of me that feels some moments of it were believable, if you remember that she's just a teenage girl who is going through the Horrors. (and also because, ya know, I was a teenage girl once & I remember having to deal with unwanted attention from boys I was just trying to be friends with. But I do confess, I've only seen up to halfway through Season 4 rn, I'm watching through that with a friend rn but its taking a bit)

And MM April relationship with Leo, from what I've seen in the new tv show so far (I'm not quite done with the series yet, I hate binge watching things) has a really solid queerplatonic vibe to it that I'm enjoying watching play out.

And do I even need to say anything about Rise April? She's awesome and her relationship with the turtles is on a level all its own.

Overall, I do feel that every April is her own individual person and thus the dynamics with the turtles are gonna be different, and I personally love seeing those dynamics explored. Whether they're heartwarming or embarassing or unconventional or tragic or familial, its probably my favorite to see in any medium.

[seldomscilence16]

Whumptober Day 7:

"I paced around for hours on empty. I jumped at the slightest of sounds"

Alleyway | radio silence | "can you hear me?" 

Fandom: TMNT

Prompts used: All

Oof poor Mikey in this one. I may make a part two for this as well, but i'm debating it cause it may be a little more mature. I took inspiration from several places (if you catch the references let me know!) But a collection of one shots on ao3 has its hooks in me (the curse of being the cute one) and would maybe be the direction of the continuation… so it may not be a whumptober thing. Anywho, Drowning TW and Thoughts of Dying. And mentions of dehumanization? Briefly.

…

Michaelangelo had terrible luck when it came to villians. He may argue that his brothers are just as much trouble magnets as he is, but he knows in the back of his mind that he has to have a stronger pull. It seems like every time he goes anywhere, he's getting into some kind of trouble- or rather it finds him, since he's even more tired than his family is when it comes to these situations. 

It's why he had no qualms when he'd learned of his brother's plans for the night, Why he had been alone to begin with. Leonardo, Raph and Casey had egged each other on into an obstacle course type patrol, gone before anyone could blink, laughter echoing down the sewers. Donnie had taken that as good enough permission to get together with April and Leatherhead to do… something. Mikey had not been told exactly what, Donnie had claimed it was too complicated for Mikey to understand, and while that had hurt, he'd waved Donnie off with a smile. That had left him and Master Splinter alone, his father had given him a long look as he made himself tea and Mikey was sure he was about to get lectured into extra training.

"You know my son, a change of scenery may at least have your sighs giving your lungs fresh air." He says finally, whiskers twitching as he heads for the couch to watch his programs. 

'Leave me in peace.' Goes unsaid

"Leo doesn't like me going topside alone." He should just thank Sensei and run, but the mental image of a Leo lecture is enough to make him cautious. 

The look Splinter gives the ceiling has Mikey flinching just a bit.

"You are just as capable as your brother's Michaelangelo, Leonardo is simply blinded by his protective instincts. I trust you my son." He grabs the remote, a dismissal, but throws one more comment over his shoulder, "Do send them a message though, it is better for them to know then to not." 

"Thanks Sensei, be back before sunrise!" He grabs his skateboard since he'll have nothing better to do, an ache in his chest as he leaves the lair with only the sounds of a tv behind him. 

He loves his family, he understands that they dont always want to be together, he understands that he's not the easiest to have around. The title of youngest hangs heavily on his shoulders despite how little the age difference is. But it's fine, seeing his family and friends happy is all he really wants, even if that means he takes a step back. His t-phone remains silent, his text unanswered, he ignores it as best he can as he reaches the surface and takes his board to the roof tops. 

It's a quiet night, like it had been for the past couple days. They'd had a larger fight at the beginning of the week, which is probably why Leo felt comfortable with their smaller patrol group. He hoped they could have some fun tonight, Raph and Leo were always so tense… 

His neck tingles so abruptly he fumbles his landing on the next rooftop, missing the skateboard and tumbling head over heels before correcting and sliding into a crouch. His eyes scan the area, heart beating wildly in his chest, his brothers may doubt his instincts, but if his senses say he's being watched, 9 times out of 10 he is. The shadows lay still, but Mikey knows that something set him off. 

A noise below has him stiffening, staring at the edge of the building and the gap he'd just jumped over. It could be a cat, he had a thing with cats after all, and if the cat needed help, Mikey should help 'em… but if it was a creepy creep, well Mikey supposed he would be in trouble. But he could handle a creepy creep, he was a capable ninja, with natural born talent and stuff… 

He needed to chill out on the horror movie marathons.

Slinking carefully across the rooftop, steps silent and breath nonexistent, he swears to whoever's listening that if it's his brothers down there, he will be very unhappy! He peeks over the edge, and as before finds nothing out of the ordinary. He's ready to laugh this off as paranoia, to continue about his night and never speak of this again, but of course that can't be the case. Before he can turn, the prickly feeling returns to his neck, too quick for him to react, something plunges into his shoulder and a jarring wave of exhaustion hits him, so thick he can't even move, the last thing he sees is an empty alleyway.

 

"We're home!" Leo calls into the lair as they enter, awaiting Mikey's excited questions and maybe a snack. 

"Welcome home my sons, how was your run?" Sensei comes from the kitchen, likely getting ready to meditate before bed. 

"Beat this knucklehead by a mile!" Raph grins widely, the mood light and easy for the first time in a while.

"Only because you cheated with that light pole turn!" Leo's own smile is brighter than its been as he shakes his head at his brother, speaking of. He cranes his neck to peer into the kitchen, finding it empty however, "Where's Mikey?" 

Splinter raises an eyebrow,

"He went out for some fresh air. As his message should have stated."

Leo takes his t-phone from his belt, a single message in the group chat, sent hours ago. 

"He went topside alone?" 

"Yes, as you and your brothers have all done. As I have trained you. Was I to keep him cooped up while you three had a night of enjoyment?" Splinters eyes speak volumes, and guilt hits Leo like a truck. 

"Still… Sensei, it's like the bad guys are drawn to him-" 

"He is a ninja." Splinters staff hits the floor with a silencing thwack, he shakes his head, obviously done with this conversation, "I'm going to meditate. I suggest you think about how you treat Michaelangelo, and ponder on his feelings of said treatment." 

The two eldest are left in silence, when Raph holds up his own T-phone,

"Is now a bad time to mention Mikey's tracker is offline." 

Two panicked 'What's!?' Echo across the lair. 

Mikey will never live this down. He'll never be allowed anywhere alone, he'll be lucky to leave the lair at all. 

His body is working against him, sluggish and heavy, hard to move. His head aches in swimming waves, and his scrapes from his rooftop stumble sting annoyingly. His mask has been taken, his weapons, pads and even his wrappings, he feels naked, vulnerable, he hates it. Around his wrists, manacles are locked tightly, a trail of chain leading to where wall and floor meet, where it is embedded deeply. His wrists are already raw despite his sluggish mobility. 

"Comfortable Mabayui hikari?" Above him lies the entrance, a rusty ladder leading down, two drainage pipes- barred up- are on either wall adjacent to the ladder. The head peering down at him is clad in foot clan garb and thus hidden, but Mikey knows a smirk when he hears one. 

"We prepared this place just for you Akarui chī. Since we know our new pet needs his water source." Another head appears, the largest foot ninja he's seen. They both chuckle as if they'd made the best joke, but Mikey can only think about the down hill slope his night has taken. 

"If you survive, maybe Master Shredder will keep you as his own pet. Or maybe we'll keep you our little secret, I'm sure we could have lots of fun." 

"See you when high tide ends, or not." 

The door slams closed and Mikey's panic skyrockets. They were serious. Those stupid drains were gonna let water IN, and Mikey was way too short for this ride! Wondrous adrenaline fills his veins as he struggles into a sitting position, yanking at the chains hoping something will give so he can get the heck out of here before he tests just how long he can really hold his breath. 

"He's not answering, I don't even think it's going through!" Casey calls as he enters the lair.

"I can't get a read on his T-phone. Last known location is from over 3 hours ago, so either someone must have the strongest signal jammer ever, or his phone's been destroyed." 

"Who da hell'd be stupid enough to take our brotha?" Raphs knuckles are bruised, likely from a destroyed draining dummy.

"Are we sure it didn't just die? I mean Mikey's usually good at keeping it charged but it's been a weird week, maybe he's fine and headed home now!" April has been wringing her hands since her arrival- no since the phone call- but she would much prefer this over what her anxieties are telling her. 

"Mikey knows better than to go radio silent for this long. It's not like him." Leo's crossed arms hide his pale knuckled fists, as he tries to keep a calm head about him. 

"I can sense something is wrong, We must hurry." Sensei exits his room, looking shaken from whatever his meditation had brought him. 

"Do you know where he is, Sensei??" 

"I believe I can get us close."

Mikeys paced the length of his dungeon more times than he can keep track of, chains keeping him from reaching the ladder and even the drains. He's yet to find anything helpful, wrists bleeding at this point from how much he'd struggled against the chains. Not even a grain of dust had been shed from where they connect to the wall, and it's freaking him out. Sounds echo around him, and each one is driving him more over the edge than the last, wondering if the waters finally come, or the foot, or Shredder himself. His stomach churns against nothing but bile and his head still spins with whatever they used to knock him out.

He hates this. Maybe his brothers are right, about everything. What good is he? He only causes trouble, and he can't even seem to get out of it, and this one should be easy! No, it shouldn't have happened in the first place. He should have stayed home, he should have been more cautious, more careful, more aware. Some ninja he is. Defeated by chains and-

Water. 

The floor is wet. 

It's begun.

Shell.

"Sensei the dock is too big, how are we supposed to find him!?" Donnie's panic is obvious, scanners going ninety to nothing, and eyes jumping this way and that as if he'll miss something. 

"Focus, my sons, you have been connected from the start, search that connection, and your brother we will find." 

The others watch as the three turtles make eye contact and tentatively do as they are told. Eyes closed, the family steadys their breathing and widens their senses, clearing their minds of nothing but their baby brother. 

"Mikey,"

"Come on lit'lle brotha,"

"Mikey, can you hear me?" 

Mikey kicks his feet, shoulders straining as he works to keep his head above water by leg power alone. His heart is pounding out of his chest, as he tries to calm his breathing, he needs to be calm, he could hold his breath longer than his brothers, he just needed to calm down. The water slowly climbs his neck and Mikey inhales before he's completely submerged. His extra lids slip over his eyes, he wraps the chains around his arms, wondering if the water would do anything to help his predicament. But his struggle only has bubbles escaping him, his last hope is to wait it out. 

He closes his eyes and simply floats. 

He couldn't tell you how long had passed, but the burning in his lungs and non changing water level indicates his fear. He wonders if the Shredder will boast about this, or if his brothers will forever be in the dark on how he died.

'Mikey'

He can practically hear them now. He hopes they had a fun night before he ruined it. 

'Come on lit'lle brotha'

Will they take care of Klunk and Ick? Who will cook Leatherhead his pizza soup? Who will get Raph to calm down, or Donnie to eat and sleep, or Leo to smile, or-

'Mikey, can you hear me?'

Guys, I'm sorry. I'm gonna miss you.

The three gasp at once, 

"Hurry!" They've taken off before the word even left their mouths, but the others are on their tails. 

The situation dawns on the others one by one, as they push to go faster, trying to think of how long the tide had been in. Their guts twist at the thought of being too late, what was the last thing they'd said to Mikey? Was it nice? Why did they have to wonder that? 

Raph slams into a door hard enough for its hinges to break right off the wall, the smell of wet hits them hard, of mildew and rust and sea water and age. The place is lightly furnished, but they are drawn to the hatch in the floor. Leo breaks the lock, Raph throws open the door, Donnie is the first to jump in, his brother a split second behind. Splashes are heard and breaths are bated. 

Mikey watches the bubbles drift upwards, chains holding his limp form in place, his lungs burn, he cant… he cant do it much longer. A disturbance above him, more bubbles, splashes of color, his eyes slip closed. 

He gags on the feeling of water swirling up from his lungs and stomach, the burn of no air and wrong pipes, he can barely get enough air in to cough any out, he's turned on his side, something is shoved down his throat, something hits the middle of his plastron, and water expels itself from every part of his face that it can. Nose, eyes, mouth, probably his ears, maybe his very pores. But finally, air enters his lungs after who knows how long. 

A tired glance shows his family, he offers a shaky smile, tears streaming faster, before it wobbles and falls, and he collapses into the nearest friendly. They could lecture him after a nap,

"We've got you little brother. It's okay now." 

And maybe it is…

[inutaffy]

🧍🧍🧍

im not sorry. im pulling up a chair and you will be stuck here for a millennia

SO. NUMBER 1. “do you know why you’re leader of this team?” “well uh yeah. bc i asked to be? u said it wasnt bc of my skills.” THIS RIGHT THE FUCK HERE. OKAY. BITCH.

LEO ALREADY HAD SO MANY DOUBTS ABT BEING LEADER MAN ITS AWFUL. LIKE. FUCK. and this isnt to say that leo is like confident in his abilities bc HE IS. HE REALLY IS HE KNOWS HE’S GOOD WHEN HE NEEDS TO BE but like that doesn’t immediately get rid of the feelings of inadequacy, ESPECIALLY after he got beat down by shredder in s2 and the earth got destroyed in s3

to him, he’s just leader bc he asked to be, nothing special abt it. its not bc he’s the smartest or the strongest or fastest. he just asked and splinter said lmao sure why not (LISTEN I KNOW THAT THAT WASNT REALLY SPLINTERS REASONING. leo was always gonna end up as leader bc he IS GOOD AT IT. he knows how to lead n he’s inspiring or whatever but he doesnt say this to leo until later) so to him there’s NOTHING STOPPING HIM FROM BEING REPLACED IF BE SCREWS UP ONE TO MANY TIMES. DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS? IT LITERALLY MAKES EVERYTHING MAKE SENSE. like the shift in how he views leadership after s1. how he CONSTANTLY sacrifices himself for the cause bc WHAT ELSE IS HE SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN THINGS SPIRAL OUT OF HIS CONTROL?? just. dude. i fucking hate this. he sacrifices himself at any minor inconvenience (not really but 😐) and i hate that it makes since. he is only leader bc he asked, there isnt some special skill keeping him in this position (THERE IS. the others would be soo screwed if he wasnt leader. they’d make it obviously but DAMN) so he’s easily replaceable, and if something goes wrong to the point where he needs to REALLY get his shit together and DO SOMETHING TO FIX IT, HE SACRIFICES HIMSELF. BC WHAT ELSE IS HE SUPPOSED TO DO. he does it when they had to destroy the technodrome, he does it when he goes to fight shredder alone, he does it when they needed to get that black hole generator piece from that one lady, and he does it when trying to destroy the triceraton mothership. its the worst thing in the whole fucking world

number 2. “i knew that one day you would grow up to be the leader of this team, and when I pass on to be like a father as well.” OUGH. this hurts me so much. this is damn near the center of a good chunk of raph and leo’s fighting. not ALL of it obviously bc they’ve got their own stuff to work out but this definitely plays a part bc above all he wants leo to be HIS BROTHER. not his dad. NEVER HIS DAD. leo IS NOT their fucking dad and when he tries to act all high and mighty it IRRITATES HIM. WHICH IS SO VALID BC WHY ARE YOU THE WAY THAT YOU ARE. STOP. SERIOUSLY. WHO ARE YOU. yk? like fuck. he doesnt want leo to parent them dammit. imagine your dad dies or something and then your older brother is trying to fill that gap instead of taking time to GREIVE

AND TBH. I DONT THINK SPLINTER MEANT IT LIKE THAT EITHER. splinter probably meant this in a “when i die i trust you to take care of this family and be there for each other and support each other” way. not in a SINGLE MOM WHO WORKS TWO JOBS WHO LOVES HER KIDS WND NEVER STOPS WITH GETNLE HANDS AND THE HEART OF A FIGHTER IM A SURVIVOR kinda way

this gets lost in translation tho bc leo totally takes this and runs in the opposite ducking direction for a while which just

NUMBER 3. AND THEN WHEN SPLINTER OFFERS HIM SOME ADVICE/WISDOM LEO JUST. HE CLOSES HIS EYES AND SHAKES HIS HEAD AND TELLS HIM THAT EVERYTHING IS FINE. YOU ARE FINE. BC HE NEEDS THIS TO BE TRUE LIKE. ISNT THAT JUST AWFUL? you watch your dad get killed in front of you, then you go back in time and save him, only for him TO STILL DIE. that is AWFUL MAN.

“i dont get it, you’re fine father. is there something your not telling me?”

I HATE EVERYTHING. leo is dodging EVERY hint that his dad could die soon, he refuses to even entertain the idea. like at all. and its so fuckinf sad bc he is clinging to this hope that no matter what everything will work out fine just like it did before, they’re going to come out on the other side bruised but whole, and it HURTS bc that is not what happens at all. splinter is still killed right in front of them and they carry his body away and bury him and that’s it. that’s fucking it and it’s TERRIBLE.

and its not just awful bc of that its awful bc splinter is trying so hard to prepare them for this, he knows he died once, and has come close numerous times, so its gotta stick eventually right? so the least he can do is make sure his family isnt without closure yk? he can make it so that he torn from them without any warning or goodbye, without something to remember him by, so he goes and he has a moment with each of them in this season before he gets killed and it hurts me so much bc he’s trying to gently prepare them and its just. ough. OUGH. can we just take these mfckers out of situations ffs

NUMBER 4. THIS SHIT.

HIS FUCKING FACE???? AS THEH WALK AWAY???????? KILL ME NOW PLEASE???????? he literally just wants his family to be ok and theh ARENT and it hurts me so. his brothers and dad look so fucking happy too but just. OUGH. the HORRORS man the horrors are coming

anyways. timestamp 3:25am. this is just my rambling from the first few minutes and these are all the scenes from the clip i tagged u in. we haven’t even gotten to splinters death or what leads up to it yet, things are deceptively calm rn and im so scared

GO TO BED

[istherewifiinhell]

HEY YALL YOULL NEVER GUESS. THE MOVIE SUCKED

i knew this. you knew this. we all knew this. my reccomendation? if you want to watch some bad turtles. check out next mutation....

how in the god damn do you forget to put... the turtles. in ur turtle movie.... theres really nothing to say. like. their ugly. i knew this. under characterized. i knew this. the human characters suck. I KNEW THIS....

shout. shout outs to. the only backstory iteration that wants. wants it to be worse. that. forgot to. make anyone japanese? forgot... to connect them with the guy that wants to kill em. almost impressive.

shout outs to. putting vernon fenwick in it. the. funny comedic effeminate man from 87? yeah hes hitting on april now.

shout outs to. treating all ur performers like shit. cause they were bad to the guys doing mocap. AND U know. they were bad to megan f.ox. duh. so all ur main cast. is. completely over looked and. really struggling. in the. movie. about them.

anyway. um. who give a shit. the real. real thing here. is that. this was the first turtles. thing. i ever watched. like. back in 2014..... and. now i understand. now i understand. why i have been worried various turtles media i get into might. secretly suck, and be like pointless. like oh. its this. this happened. here at the dark heart of 2014 masculinity.

like. ohhh what if the turtles are gross to women. ohh what if theyre also teens and the women are adults. what if they all just hate each other. what if leo raph fights are just. annoying postering. what iffffff it was all really boring and lame. but like, in a macho way. or smth. well anyway none of that has been very present at all. this one bad movie that had formed my ""cultural omosis"" but that i also. i completely forgot why. so meta mystery solved. check that box. square that way.

so if you wanna watch sometime clearly sponsored by pizza hut... check out the recording of the musical stage performance "coming out of their shell". but if wanna see turtles with like. defined nostrils. that dont show up until like. 30 minutes into the movie and. are creepy at a woman... check out 2014 turtles i guess...

oh. man. last note i guess. a vibe i sniffed out on my own but we got. the back up from the imdb trivia... lottttttaaaa this movie dont make any sense cause. bad script bad production bad. all that. but specifically the reason theirs no connection between the turtles and the shredder is cause. they were gonna have the shredder be a white dude born on an american military base in japan. but uh. realised thats. bad. so added a japanese shredder/oroku saki whose the boss of the original villain as written. ERIK SACKS. great. good job everyone. go home. what the fuck.

[ducknotinarow]

Splintered Fate Raphael - All Symbol Headcanons please uwu

| Send me a symbol and I will write a headcanon about…  For multimuse blogs, please specify!

I'm extremely guilty of mostly playing as Raphael in this game I just like his dialogue a lot. I love Raph from the game so much I love his little quirk they gave him of mixing up words like the conversation about the punk frogs wanting anarchy which he confuses for Antarctica, asking why dont they just move to place it snows all the time. But, despite this he's not played off as being a meat head idiot. He is but Raphael got a lot of heart when it comes to him setting Leo straight that they are meant to be a team. I just want more of this I know it's slightly based on the IDW one butttt stil!. Also his threats crack me up "imma sit on your lap till your legs break!"

𝓕 : My muse’s handwriting. (Is it good, bad, difficult to decipher, do they prefer writing by hand or with the help of some form of machine, e.t.c.) 

"Don' get why ya need it though?"

Okay so some of Raphs I feel at first might not seem right but when you think about his role in the game story? Raphael is impatient and can be easily irritated. And Well yeah those are common traits of this turtle after all. Raphael is an analytical thinker, often questioning everything. I wouldn't fully agree here but I will say Raph in the game dose often depending on what's going on dose question a lot. When you first cross the punk frogs he already thrown off by them before you even start fighting them. He doesn't trust the chairman at all and makes it clear in a lot of interactions. Honestly only time he isn't being this way is when it comes to finding Casey he's pretty confident they are fine. Has a hopeful attitude., is optimistic. And discreet and value silence. I dont agree on the last bit but I will say Raphael can be hopeful and even optimistic but it's very much in a Raphael way in that he knows they will win the fights and such he don't doubt that butt kicking. As you can see Raph's hand writing is messy and spaced out its because he is impatient don't take this imagine for fact he slants when he writes with out a line to guide him.

✈ : My muse and  traveling. (If they do it frequently and why, if they never left their home town, e.t.c.)

"Only through those weird portal 'hings." I do kind of feel the portals into the chairman shop are meant to be some weird distorting space but for the sake of this answer I don't feel like this Raphael has been all that many places. Despite liking the docks he's not big on boats. He gets motion sickness uwu buuut he don't like that being know. Cause hes a big tough guy can't be letting others know some waves make him feel like pucking his pizza u-u.

✿ : My muse and nature. (If they are an ‘outdoorsy type’, like the sound of bird’s singing, if they have never set foot in a forest, e.t.c.) 

"I like the sound of rain and the ocean waves.." I wouldn't call him the outdoorsy type but he loves going out to the dock to simply listen to the ocean waves. It's a such a nice calming sound. He likes to sneak away on his own and just stay on the docks by himself where he listens to the water for hours on end. But he also has a love for rain because it reminds him of someone special more so those stormy nights.

☼ : My muse’s first memory. (Where it was, who was with them, how this memory makes them feel, e.t.c.) 

"Firs' memory? uh I guess I 'member Splinter showing me 'hat origami book?"

Splinter often always tries to really help Raphael with his anger in different ways expect 12 u-u were not here for me to rant about this though XD

Splinter knows Raphael doesn't mean anything by his temper, but he dose want to help his son control said temper. Granted video game I feel Raphael has a bit better handle on his temper knowing when best to really let lose at worse? He is just quick to become confrontational. Brash and ready to throw in insults and such As seen with him and Leo's interaction from the comic tie in of the game. Raphael seems the type working with his hands helps him over quite mediation. But Splinter doesn't want to resort to 'hit things' he want's Raph to think. So he got him into the practice of folding paper and well he ended up getting pretty good at it. Since he was a kid he start making simple things like paper frogs. But hes far more skilled now and sometimes can be found in his hammock just making whatever comes to mind like flowers or cranes. He has a set of turtles in blue, red, purple and orange paper respectively that he keeps in his room, they are the only ones he don't throw out and will be a bit upset if you mess with them. Splinter made them for him when teaching him about origami, with them is a messy made rat that Raphael made to go with them.

☙ : My muse’s favourite food. (Bonus: A memory, be it good or bad, associated with said food.)

"Pizza with ranch ta dip it in."

Raphael also has a special soft spot for Splinter's Noodle surprise dish even if it's a little too salty.

♬ : My muse and music. (What type of music they like listening to and in what context, what music they would never listen to, e.t.c.)

"Good music."

Raphael's a fan of rock music and heavy metal it's what he has blasting in his room when he works out or when hes helping Donnie with any vehicles. Has a very bad habit of listening to music far louder than he needs to or should for sure. He dose like some pop music and that's the only time he will make use of headphones or lowering the music. Raphael a bit more touchy on keeping his tough guy appearance on display.

↺ : My muse and the past. (Do they live in the past and struggle to let go of past grievances, or move on more easily, is there anything in their past they want to forget, e.t.c.) 

"Eh not really, ain't much point."

Kinda sorta of, he dose and he doesn't. It sort of depends in all truth on what it is about. As stated in his own ways Raph can be hopefully and optimistic even. He is a very straight forward guy and he doesn't often keep to his past too much more where to go from here. He tends to blow of fails pretty well to just more annoyed that he has to start again. Only thing to do is get back out there and fight again standing around and moping doesn't get anything done after all.

☾ : My muse and sleep. (How much they sleep, how much they wish to sleep, if there is something that never fails to put them to sleep, e.t.c.) 

"Eh I sleep when I gotta" Not like his twin who doesn't seem to understand he needs to go bed, Raphael just is someone who can easily stay up late with out meaning to so much. Mostly because well staying up late means he can sneak out to the surface and maybe get in to a brawl or two. So he tends to be up pretty late often not going to bed till about late in the night and sleeping in if he can the following day. Raphael can actually get by with few hours of sleep, he'll just be a bit more grumpy but everyone is used to him being grumpy just means he sometimes might take a nap in the middle of the day. Which means the turtle is staying up late once again cause he won't be tried come night time.

✧ : My muse and art. (If they have an artistic side or not and why, favourite artist if they have one, e.t.c.) 

"eh I dunno much 'bout it."

Outside his love in origami he's not following his name sake here,

❃ : My muse and social media. (If the muse is/would be on social media and why/why not, their general opinion on it, e.t.c.) 

"I still don' get way Don rather 'ight online than in person?" Raph uses social media just not for the social aspect of it he likes things like tiktok and youtube, but anything that's more for interaction? Nah he just likes to watch videos and such. As established in other replies he doesn't even know Twitter is an app ant a person. So for a good well he's just gonna call Yvonne twitter. Raphael isn't much of a social person in the first place so sites that are more for that?

That being said he dose in fact use Tumblr himself, mostly to re blog stuff like memes and such. He likes to post his origami stuff here and there they tend to go unseen he also likes to take pictures of his bike i'm sorry I can't not see raphie having a bike himself uwu so his feed is mostly memes and almost macanic aesthetics

✉  : My muse and others. (If they social and outgoing or more introverted, and why. If they prefer communicating with others face to face or in written form, e.t.c.). 

"Eh I don' care much ta talk to a lot folks."

Like I said Raphael isn't really all that social of turtle himself. Hes someone that clicks with a few people at best and kinds of sticks to those only. Sure he can decent with others but it's clear if someone is his friend or not. Because that's when hes far more rowdy and out going. So pretty much an introvert and some people just drain him more than others and this dose go towards his own brothers even. Mikey and Leo tend to be more draining to deal with for him and often why Leo and Mikey can wear on his nerves so badly. Donnie? Donnie is the exception. Don is clam to be around the person Raph can be alone together with not to odd to find him near Don's work bench late at night. If he's in a pretty bad mood Don's kind of the only person who he will be nice towards. It's that twin biased uwu

▶ : My muse and level of education. (If the muse has some form of education, what education they perhaps wish they had, e.t.c.). 

"...uh what?"

Raphael is a beautiful sweet boy but he ain't got much going on in his skull ;3; it's why he tends to mix things up so much it is nice that he isn't corrected to often though in truth it could be because everyone used to this idiots dumbassary even when he is corrected least by Splinter he doesn't take offense to it.

◐ : My muse and animals. (If they like animals and treat them well, do not care for them at all, e.t.c.). 

"Eh I am one?"

I feel like all Raphael's are in fact animal lovers uwu I think Raph has a liking for cats the most, least ally cats seem to like him sometimes he keep little treats on hand that he can feed to any he comes across. It's cause he is also an alley cat himself they just vibe together uwu also the image of big mean look Raph with a cat rubbing against his leg well he tries to keep looking mean is adorable to me uwu

❒ : My muse and gifts. (If they are good/bad at finding gifts, good/bad at receiving gifts, good/bad at wrapping gifts, e.t.c.) 

"hmm Dad seems ta 'ike the mug we got 'em 'hat time?"

I feel Raph might not be the best with gifts but it's clear he had the person in mind he might not ever give the perfect gift or maybe even a good gift. But he did have the other person in mind and I feel that often that matters more. It's not a careless gift more maybe they would like this thing. And bless him he dose try he's just not the best, like he gives Casey things they might like simply cause they like hockey but it's kind of a dumb gift like a little hockey stick pen.

☘ : My muse’s relation with their family. (If they speak with each other and how much, if they are close or estranged, e.t.c.). 

"I'd do anythin' to keep it together."

Raphael loves his family he is loyal to them even if he can come across as critical toward his brothers. Especially Leo. Raphael is reckless in fights because he much rather take a hit over any of his brothers, He focused on landing critical hit when it comes to fights because the sooner he takes an opponent done the better. Because then that mean less chance for the others getting hurt. Raphael's love and dedication to his family is just as much a part of him as his anger is. Raph takes being the protect of his family very seriously and it extends to anyone consider family, but the world is so big and so full of harmful things.

Losing Splinter of course put him in the same panic as everyone else, but he felt fighting enough would be the answer. but as they go over and over again through many of the same fights only for it to be made into some twisted game? Wore down on him. Was he not doing enough? If he was fighting better than they would have their dad back right? He tries his best to stay as support for the team the muscle a tank that can take it all. But emotionally? he was falling apart and coming undone. The longer they went with out their dad? The less home was feeling like well home. Recalling all his memories with Splinter wondering if he been taking it all for granted this whole time? All Raph wants is to bring his dad back home. But he also can't let those cracks be seen hes the idiot muscle head who jumps into fights after all.

His connection his brothers is something unbreakable and that nothing can come between. Even if he fights with Leo he still follows them into battle he just wants Leo to get over himself. They aren't like the foot following order without question. They are meant to be a team why can't Leo get that?

Don as mentioned hes got a biased towards. Raphael doesn't ever mind when Don feels the need to run into his room and grip over an argument he has online. And hes easy to assume if Don needs him for anything he don't even have to ask Raph will be there. Heck he might just follow Donnie with out a mention needing to be made. Don asks Raph if he could come with him a moment and Raph's just gets up uncaring why.

Mikey still gets on his nerves it's what baby bros do best, and he loves him despite it. He actually likes some of Mikey's jokes even more if Don joins in with them and Leo hates it. Raphael honestly wishes he could be a bit more optimistic like Mikey so it's why he tries in his own way. If you want to really piss him of though? hurt Mikey and that all it takes. Tends to be wary around Slash for this reason since Mikey's close to them.

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And here’s a small alter intro. Our Mechanisms fictives front the most, so you’ll usually be seeing us around.

Intros are under the cut. vv

🌠 Lyfrassir Edda

They/Them (They/She if we're close.)

Primary gatekeeper, persecutor/protector, BPD holder.

Lyfrassir Edda fictive. (TBI)

Rock ptarmigans are my favorite birds.

My current favorite song is Horseshoe Crab by Slothrust.

🦈Deli/Io

They/Cie

Host? kind of

Brain made :D I get frontstuck a lot

Bigender aromantic butch lesbian yayy

pigeon pit my 1 true love pigeon pit save me pigeon pit

gener;al folk punk enjoyer

i really like sharks and fish and ocean critters and buggies and i like linguistics a lot linguisticds is really cool god i love wordds

lyf is my parent. they have no choice in the matter btw

🧪 Raphaella La Cognizi

She/They

NPD holder

Raphaella La Cognizi fictive (It’s what it says on the tin! ;))

Genuinely and unironically the most normal mentally stable person in the system. (Help)

I front very often! It’s a fun time

Intrested in everything science, specifically fixated on all works of biology at the moment. Avid genetics fan

No/low empathy. Fluctuates, slightly

Very open to any questions, I love talking to people and I love talking about myself <33

🪦 Yrsa

They/Them

Holder for DPDR, bipolar, psychosis (+psychotic symptoms), delusions & paranoia. Some kinda cluster b clusterfuck going on

Not a fictive, just here :)

If I was a TMA avatar I’d either be end or vast aligned

I like making music! I take most of my inspiration from bands like Black Dresses and Rosegarden Funeral Party

Very intrested in astronomy and pretty much everything space

💥 GPT

ask for pronouns (or just they/them. but id rather people ask.)

anger holder

gunpowder tim fictive

i like corvids, jays, specifically. i can make a really good crow call

don’t ask me why everyone defaults to talking about their favorite birds when they dont know what to say. i wish i knew.

i assigned birds to all the mechs, though, please ask me about that. hell, i’ll assign you a bird. i don’t even know you but you’re a bird in my heart

📖 Ivy

She/Her, He/Him, any neopronouns

ISH, academic, memory holder

Ivy Alexandria fictive

Open to questions, not as open to chatting.

I like The Mountain Goats.

And here’s everyone else:

Arthur - HNOC - He/Him

Ashes - The Mechs - Anger holder/protector/NPD holder They/Them

Bea - NITW - Anger holder/protector - She/Her

Drumbot Brian - The Mechs - Caretaker - Questioning

Small Jonny - Mechs - He/Him

Josie - She/Her

Laika - Trauma holder - It/Its

Lancelot - HNOC - Protector - They/He

Mae - NITW - Protector/trauma holder/DPDR holder - She/They

Marius - The Mechs - Any pronouns but get silly with it

Nastya - The Mechs - Protector - She/They

Pando - Secondary gatekeeper - No pronouns/name pronouns

Small Raph - Mechs - She/Her

The Aurora - The Mechs - Secondary gatekeeper - She/It

Toy Soldier - The Mechs - It/Its

Hey! We’re the Doe Eyes System, here’s a short intro post since it’s about time.

What to expect on our blog? -

OC and fandom art (Mostly The Mechanisms)

Speculative biology / evolution and worldbuilding

HNOC comic work

Posts about disability & MH

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We’re a fictive heavy DID system

Autistic

Mixed

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RiseLeo x Reader

(Reader is female in this one)

Donnie

Leo

Raph

Mikey

Hello, Im new to actually writing anything on tumblr and basically poting at all. This was just something that came to mind at like 3 am so I typed it down. The turtles may be ooc, so sorry about that.

So in this Leo is just frustrted and insecure that he cant do couply things with reader, but reader doesnt care cuz she doesnt even like going out.

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"Im stupid? Youre the incompetent one" Donnie pointed a finger at Leo. Who was just casually eating his third slice of pizza.

"No you're stupider?" He crossed his arms with a raised eyebrow.

"Leo" i warn the turtle, bitting into my pizza. I was sat in between the twins, ignoring there bickering until now.

"Are you choosing my gosh awful twin over, moi? Your very loving boyfriend?" He pulled me into his plastron, fake tears prominent in his eyes

"Tello was my friend before i even knew of the Hudden City and mutants, Leon" i sighed not wanting to deal with their dramatics, well mainly Leo but my heart was beating for this turtle regardless of how narcissistic he could be.

"Well, well that doesnt excuse anything" he pouted, resting his chin on my head.

"Actually it does. She was very mad at me and refused to talk to me for a while. April had to help me out" Don scrolled through his phone with a slice of pizza in the other.

"If you think about it, she got to know all of us before Leo" Mikey scratched his chin before shrugging.

"Heh, yeah she did. Looks like youre the last turtle Leo" Raph chuckled patting Leo on the shoulder to which he slapped his hand away.

"Yeah, well shes my girlfriend! Who cares if she got to know me last. Its like they say "the best for last" his arms wrapped around my waist pulling me into his lap. I could hear him mumbling into my shoulder, along with his plastron rumbling.

"Dont worry so much about it hun, like you said im yours" i pat his head calming the small growling he was doing for now at least

"Hey, not to cause any drama, but what about that guy who keeps dming you?" Donnie looked up from his phone turning to look at me. My eye twitched a bit

"What!?" The blue masked turtle tightened his grip on me, looking as if he wanted to stab his twin.

"Donnie!" All of us yelled, me more so whining that he even mentioned it. Sure I told Donnie but it seemed that he also told Mikey and Raph.

"What? Im just curious" he shrugged his shoulder with out a care in the world. Sometimes I wished he wasnt so curious. I understood why he asked but at the same time he and I had certain days where we got things off our chest. We also had signs and signals when he usually wanted to talk.

"Who is it? Do you know him? Do we know him? Do you like him?" The more questions he asked the more his grip tightened. It was as if he thought I was going to be taken away.

"Listen its just a classmate. No need to worry" I wiggle myself out of his grip, causing him to whine, but I just spun myself around so my chest was agaisnt his.

"But-"

"Tello as much as I love how curious you are can you not right now? Didnt you want to show me your newest gadget?"

"Oh, oh yeah. Wait hold on its not ready!" He gasped, quickly running out the main room giggling to himself about the invention.

"Mikey lets go find some stickers to put in my shell" raph took a box of pizza and Mikeys hand pulling the youngest to his room.

"Woo!"

"Leon?" I cup his cheek

"No im ok. Im fine. Everythings great" he wouldnt look at me and stared off into space.

"Leon, you know i love you right?" I force him to look at me.

"Oh course I do. You are very honest. Sometimes more than I want you to be" he gave a half hearted chuckle

"Then you shouldnt worry so much, Blue" I kissed his beak.

"I just, i, ugh, i cant help it. Hes a human and im, well im me. A mutant. We cant do things like normal couples and it frustrates me. I want you to be happy and, and, and-" he gripped his head, sliding them down his face. He was pouting and his eyes downcasted.

"Leonardo, I could care less about doing couply stuff. Sure its nice but you know me. Im a homebody. I love staying home with you, to cuddle you, to kiss you, to watch jupiter Jim and lou jitsu re-runs. Oh hun I couldnt ask for someone better, and you know I didnt talk to you because you intimidated me" I lay my head against his plastron.

"I did?" His voice perked up as he sat up straight.

"Yep, you did. I found you so cute and so much fun. You have such an amazing personality that I felt as if i was too boring for someone like you" i sighed

"Babe, you could never be boring. Though you are kind of a nerd. Oww, ok Im sorry" i pinched his arm but kiss him afterward. He hummed bringing his 3 fingers to cup my neck.

"I wouldnt trade you for the world"

"Not even for soup and pasta?" his cheeky smile widened.

"Woah buddy" i slap his shoulder "know your place" he tackled me, laughing as we rolled into the floor. We laid there for a bit before he lifted us up. I was still in hisr arms so I wrapped my legs around his waist. "What wrong?"

"I need some cuddles and some kisses, definitely a lot of kisses, maybe something even more" he wiggles his eyebrow, causing me to slap his shoulder, then look away so he didnt see my blooming face "gotcha" he pecked my cheek and we carried on to the room.

[whoreadsnowadays]

NAH MAN BC YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I NEED A PART TWO AKKSJSKSKS THIS SCENARIO HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD FOR DAYSSS. TAKE UR TIME OFC BUT GOT DAYUM 😩😩😩😩

Your writing is so mghmhmhm

HAHA OK COUKDNT HELP MYSELF ANY LONGER PART 2 !!!

I did wanna explore the reader more and whether they're gonna be ok but I ended up just doing more introspection with the turtles... I love introspection...

On a side note, 2012 Leo has serious anxiety, and all of em are some form of neurodivergent, and you will pry these headcanons from my cold dead hands.

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Warnings; mentions of dried blood and death, Leo goes through what's implied to be a panic attack

( Familial ) 2012 ! Turtles + Splinter & Little Brother Reader

Part 1 - Shatter

Part 2 - You're Here

Part 3 - Shatter the Heart

Part 4 - Shatter the Innocence

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Shatter The Mind

The whole family gathered around the living room. The whole family except you.

Donnie, Mikey, and Master Splinter had done all they could to help you with the limited resources they had, and now you were bandaged up in Donnie's lab, barely breathing.

Mikey was sat criss cross on the floor, still covered in your, now dried, blood.

He stared at the floor in front of him, his mind going unusually slow. He felt like he was underwater, and not in a cool undersea adventure way, this was like he had fallen off a ship in a big storm, and the ocean was now dragging him under with its waves, tugging and tugging until his head popped from the pressure.

He shuddered at the mental image he had created for himself, cursing his overactive imagination. At least he knew that was still working.

He glanced up at Sensei, noticing the faraway look in his eyes as well. And his heart dropped into his stomach. First Leo had frozen in battle, and now Splinter was mentally somewhere else too.

He looked back down at the floor, anger bubbling up in his chest. There's so much that could be said, needed to be said. Leo why did you freeze? Raph why did you run off and leave him for dead? Mikey why didn't you jump into action as soon as you saw your little brother get stabbed? Why did you wait? Why didn't you use your ninja instincts?

He went to put his head in his hands and froze, seeing the dried blood still covering his forearms. He stared for a while, before slowly standing himself up, and silently walking over to the bathroom.

Donnie watched Mikey stand and leave, obviously to go clean up. He had never seen him so quiet before. Though he supposed doing medical work on your dying little brother would give you some things to contemplate.

He would know, he was trying to avoid the same thing.

He had taken to thinking through some of his inventions, building them over and over in his mind, forcing himself to focus on the mechanics instead of the dried blood on his own hands, and the paleness of your skin, and your shallow breathing, and your shattered plastron, and-

Donnie sat up straight, staring wide eyed at nothing as he forced his thoughts away from you. SCREWS. SCREWS AND NAIL. BLUEPRINTS EVEN.

He clenched his fists in his lap. Obviously that distraction isn't working. Try something else. Studying? Studying what. Studying deez- Oh god he's spending too much time with Mikey.

He shook his head, hard, trying to shake away the static in his brain. He wanted to get up and get something to tinker with from his lab, but whenever he thought of his lab he thought of you, bandaged and unconscious, barely breathing.

You know how hard it is to fix a broken plastron? He had no idea what he was doing. Thank god Master Splinter was there, or-

AH NO SCREWDRIVER. WRENCH.

Raph watched Donnie fight with himself on the other side of the couch. He wanted to say something, but he was never very good at comfort. Especially when his whole body was twitching with uncontrolled emotions.

Whenever he got like this it usually spiraled into a fight of some kind. Someone would say something stupid and it'd be the last straw. He'd explode and say things he didn't mean, and he was never very good at apologies.

He glanced at Sensei, watching his father mourn silently. And this, for some reason, made Raph's anger spike.

He couldn't mourn yet, you weren't dead. You weren't. You were close to dying but you were still fucking breathing. That was all that was keeping him going. You were still breathing. You still had a chance.

He growled at nothing as he closed his eyes. Suddenly every sound became too much, Donnie's absent tapping, Splinter's breathing, and Leo's fucking pacing ugh why does he have to pace all the fucking time-

He moved to say something to Leo, glare boring holes through his brother, when he saw a familiar expression on his face.

Whereas before Leo had been fully and comepletely in shock, now he had his thinking face on. A face Raph often saw whenever they were fucked in battle. Seeing that face on his brother only ever meant bad things, and that surprised him enough to dispell any lingering anger.

He turned away, thinking for a moment, before getting up and heading to the kitchen. They needed food. Leftovers should still be in the fridge.

Leo didn't even notice Raph had gotten up, or that Mikey had come back, or anything else really. He was deep in his own head, going over every scenario or solution he could possibly come up with, trying and failing to come up with some kind of game plan to make up for his shock earlier.

But every idea had a fatal flaw, something could go wrong, everything could go wrong, it could all go wrong at any second anytime, it could all be going wrong right now, you could be in Donnie's lap with a heavy computer fallen on top of you or some dangerous chemical or something, you could be in there fully and comepletely dead by some freakish accident and he wouldn't be able to help, he wouldn't be able to keep you safe like he couldn't keep you safe today- he should've been there he should've been there he should've been there-!

He stopped pacing, realizing he had worked himself into a panic. His breathing was shallow and it felt like every bone in his body was vibrating inside of him.

He took shaky deep breaths, his hands coming up to rub his arms as he tried in vain to calm himself down. He couldn't faint, not right now, everyone was too high strung, too much was happening, if he fainted it'd only make things worse.

Of course right after that he felt an intense rush of dizziness, and his body moved on its own towards the couch, sitting down slowly as he continued to try and regulate his breathing.

He only looked up when Raph sat down next to him, handing him a cup of tea without words. He blinked, and gently took the cup in his shaking hands, the warmth giving him something to focus on that wasn't his racing heart.

"Thanks." He mumbled, bringing the cup to his lips as he finally noticed Donnie, Mikey, and Splinter with their own food.

"Mhm." Raph hummed, chomping on some cold leftover pizza beside him.

They all stayed quiet afterwards. Focusing on their food and not your presence in the lab. They'd come up with shifts to watch you, and chores to take care of you, and other things to help your recovery later. For now, they needed food.

[raph-and-spike]

Taking a Swim - Leo x fem!reader

request? yes/no 

I want a Story WITH LEO  It could be also nsfw. 😅🤤🤭 i'm a long friend of April and she make a Meeting between the turtles and me.Leo fall in love with me and dont know how he should tell me that.  We meet us in 4th July at first. Then its the 14.august and the turtles, April, casey and i go Swimming in a little sea... I hope you know the scenes,that i mean..  Have a good day 🤗😘 Nice wishes from germany

a/n: @tkappi I hope you don’t mind that I slightly altered it... I wanted the swimming scene to be a little more intimate ;) I’m sorry this request took so long!! Hope you like it <33 

warnings: NSFW...aka smut. Read at your own risk. For the sake of this being smut, both the reader and Leo will be 18 years old in this imagine. 

Finally, you thought to yourself with a smile of relief as you gripped the straps of your backpack on your walk home. It was summer–which meant you were free from school, free to do whatever you please for the next two and a half months. You couldn’t wait to spend everyday with your best friend, April O’Neil. The two of you had been best friends for as long as you could remember; you knew the redhead like the back of your hand. 

Though, summer didn’t end up going according to plan. Instead, you spent it calling April every morning and afternoon, asking to hang out. At first, she’d claimed that she was spending time with her aunt or hanging out with Casey. You believed her for a while, but once her excuses turned into not answering her phone, you began to get angry. It had already been the beginning of July, and the two of you had yet to hang out once! You’d had it.

Stomping on the pavement to her apartment, your mind raced with millions of different phrases you’d say to her. ���Why haven’t you been answering my calls?’ was one. ‘Do you not like me anymore?’ was another. As you reached her apartment door, your heart raced through your chest as you brought your knuckles to the hard, painted wood. As it begun to swing open, you froze in your spot. 

“Raph, you could have just used the fire escape–”

You froze as a green figure stood in front of you, wearing an orange mask with matching nunchucks at its sides. You couldn’t move nor could you speak. You felt paralyzed.

“Uh, guys?!” It spoke. 

You looked behind it, two identical creatures standing next to April and Casey. You watched April’s eyes meet yours, her blue orbs widening in fear at your frozen figure. She wasn’t sure what to do or how to alleviate this situation. Panicking, she finally decided to pull you into her bedroom and tell you what she’d been hiding.

“We need to talk,” she stated calmly, grabbing your hand and pulling you into her apartment, leading you into her bedroom.

Once she shut her bedroom door behind you, she took a seat on her bed. You couldn’t find the ability to sit, so you stood in front of her with your arms at your sides.

“I met them at the beginning of last year. My Dad and I...” she struggled for words, “we were taken by these alien robots, called the ‘Kraang’.”

You cocked an eyebrow, obviously thinking that she was making this up.

“I know it sounds ridiculous, Y/n, but you have to listen,” she begged.

With a sigh, you sat down on the bed next to her and did as you were told. She told you everything. From when they saved her, to when her father was freed and then mutated, how she'd been trained by her turtle friends’ father–a tall rat, apparently–to be a kunoichi, to their adventures saving the city from not only mutants, but their enemy named Shredder, as well. You had no choice but to believe the redhead. After all, you’d known the girl your entire life. 

“So, that’s why you’ve been dodging my calls?” you asked, rerunning the story she’d just told you over again in your head.

She nodded sadly. “I didn’t mean to ignore you, Y/n. I’m so sorry,” she admitted guiltily. 

You put a hand on her shoulder with a small smile. “It’s okay, April...just promise me that you won’t push me away like that again? I mean, we’ve been through everything together, you can’t get rid of me now with a few mutant turtles,” you said with a laugh. 

She chuckled before pulling you into a hug.

“Actually, the turtles, Casey, and I were going to spend the rest of the summer at the farmhouse, and now since you know about them...” she trailed off before a knocking on the door interrupted her.

“Can you two, like, hurry up or somethin’? Mikey’s eatin’ all the road snacks!” a voice yelled from outside the door.

She rolled her eyes. “Coming, Raph!”

She looked at you, raising her eyebrows. 

“You wanna spend your summer with a couple of mutants at a farmhouse upstate?”

After introducing you to the turtles, and quickly bringing you to your own apartment so that you could fill a suitcase with clothes and other belongings, all seven of you sat in Mr. O’Neil’s Volkswagen bus as Casey drove to April’s farmhouse. With Mikey pestering you with questions–and a certain blue-masked turtle telling him to leave you alone–the ride went by pretty fast. 

The house was beautiful. It was incredibly secluded and quiet, which you preferred much more to the loud, packed city of New York. 

Mikey offered to cook everyday, often switching with you whenever he was busy sparring with the others, or occupied with comic books. You didn’t mind it, cooking eased your mind. You’d offer to do the dishes afterwards as well. It wasn’t until Mikey had picked up a new compelling comic series, when you’d been picking up cooking and dish-washing duty almost daily. Leo noticed this and offered to help one night. You immediately accepted his offer with a blush.

You ordered him to dry the dishes and put them away after you washed them. It was a steady, easy system between the two of you. He’d ask you questions about your interests and hobbies, and you’d ask him about his. You noticed that he didn’t seem much interested in talking about himself–he seemed rather interested in your answers instead. Talking with Leo was easy. With him, you knew he wouldn’t judge you or make you feel uncomfortable. 

He easily became closer to you than the others, always making excuses to spend time with you, and even asking you to teach him how to cook. You taught him how to make homemade pizzas, much to Mikey’s dinner request, along with some easy pasta dishes. 

One night, as you slept on the twin bed in April’s old childhood bedroom, you felt a tapping on your shoulder. You sat up, peering into the deep blue eyes that still seemed so magnetic in the darkness. 

“I want to show you something,” he whispered. 

Butterflies swarming in your stomach, you grinned.

Quietly tip-toeing down the creeky, aged wooden stairs and out the door, he gently grabbed your hand and began leading you through the grass. Once the two of you headed toward the edge of the forest, you frowned.

“Why are you taking me into the woods?” you asked, suspicion in your voice.

He stopped, a dreamy smile on his lips. “It’s going to be good, I promise.”

You chewed your lip hesitantly, causing his invisible eyebrows to knit together. 

“If I gave you one of my katanas, would you feel safer?” he asked, skillfully pulling the blade out from its sheath on his shell. 

You gladly took it, gripping the wrapped hilt as he lead you deeper into the forest. The broken twigs, rocks, and rough roots weren’t gentle on the bare soles of your feet, but your excitement and nervousness distracted you from it.

At last, a large clearing with a wide pond stared back at you, entirely lit by the large moon in the sky. Your jaw nearly dropped at the beautiful sight in front of you, tossing his katana onto the ground whilst you stared in awe. 

“I found it yesterday,” the blue-masked turtle explained briefly.

You hadn’t noticed that he was staring at you, wondering how the girl of his dreams would react to his discovery.

“Leo, it’s,” you struggled for words, “’incredible’ feels like too small of a word to describe it,” you admitted. 

He chuckled. “I know what you mean, that’s how I felt when I first saw it too... It’s–”

“Perfect,” you finished.

He gazed at you as if you were a star–no, that’s too small. He gazed at you as if you were an entire universe; he felt like a small, floating asteroid compared to you, an entire universe. How were you so perfect? How was creation able to give you such beautiful features, a personality sculpted just for him? Dissecting your mind all this time while the two of you spent so much time together made him realize just how much he’d fallen for you and how much he adored you. 

You watched him as he stared at you intently, an unreadable expression on his face.

“Leo?” you asked hesitantly.

“Can I, uhm, may I...kiss you?” he stuttered, attempting to raise his shoulders back confidently as he waited for your response.

You felt your cheeks turn crimson. With a slow nod, you moved to fill the space between the two of you, watching as he stared at you in awe. Within seconds, he pressed his lips against yours. Surprised, you nearly pulled away before melting against him, wrapping your arms around his neck and closing your eyes. He didn’t attempt to move his lips, after all, he had no experience with kissing whatsoever. You took the initiative to begin moving your lips slowly, knowing not to introduce your tongue just yet. Your lips moved gently against each other’s, and you’d never felt closer to Leo. 

Pulling away to catch your breath, you turned your head toward the pond, and back at Leo. Getting your drift, he grinned, shrugging his other katana off before jumping into the pond. You looked down at your pajamas. Deciding not to get them wet, you slowly pulled your pajama top off, revealing your bra to Leonardo. He watched from the water, cheeks pinker than you’d ever seen them before, as you began to pull down your pajama bottoms. You stood in the cool, summer night air, nearly naked, before jumping into the water with him. With a shriek at the cold temperature of the pond, you attempted to swim toward him before he moved away.

“I have sort of an...issue; we should probably keep our distance,” he admitted, his cheeks still blushing profusely. 

You cocked a brow in confusion. “What?”

He made a downward motion with his head, before it hit you. Your own cheeks flushed once more.

“Well,” you began, slowing making your way toward him, despite his warning, “we can...fix that, if you want.”

You watched as his blue orbs widened, Adam’s apple bobbing as he gulped.

“A-are you sure?” he asked, looking bewildered, shocked that someone as beautiful as you would ever want to do something like that with him. 

You nodded, closing the space between the two of you and forcing his lips against your own. This kiss was incredibly different than the first; it was needy, it was desperate, as if you couldn’t breathe without him in between your legs.

You didn’t waste time introducing your tongue, feeling him do the same as your lips danced sloppily against each other’s, begging for a release of tension. He leant down, grabbing your legs to wrap them around his waist. You easily leant into him, the water helping hold you up, as you felt his hardened length brush against your clothed core. You moaned against his lips, grinding your heat against it. Growling, he brought his hands to your bum, ripping the fabric of your panties off. You gasped, feeling his hands squeeze your bare ass and push you further against him.

With ease, due to how wet you were, he was able to slide his length into you. You groaned, feeling him fill you up.

“Is this okay? A-am I doing this right?” he asked, his voice breathy and raspy.

“Yes, Leo, move,” you begged, resting your forehead against his. 

He thrusted hard, causing you to nearly scream. He continued to thrust, every stroke going deeper and deeper until he developed a steady rhythm. His thrusts quickened as your walls began to clench, grasping onto his plastron as you felt your climax nearing.

“Leo, please,” you groaned, shoving your head into the crook of his neck, trying to muffle your moans into his skin.

He thrusted even faster, squeezing your ass against him as your hips met his movements. Your eyes squeezed shut as your climax hit you, body spasming against him as you felt his own hips still, his cock spurting inside of you. Your body fell weak against him as you felt him gently pull out. He moved his hands to your back, stroking the soft skin whilst he held you against his chest.

The two of you rested there, basking in the moonlight, warm skin pressed against each other. It was then, that Leo knew he was in love. 

[tmntxreader]

request: what are the turtles favorite kink or kinks?¿ warnings: nsfw content ahead, so 18+ only !  note: this got me feeling some type of way, if you need me i’ll be having a cold shower. 

RAPHAEL 

this boy loves it rough, dirty & nasty. so any kink that results in a mess is a complete bonus for him; for example, when you’ve hit that stage in the relationship where you both know what each other like; you’re used to his body, he’s used to yours. he loves making his partner GAG on his cock, with his fingers. whatever it be, he just loves seeing spit fall down your chin; there’s also something he finds intimate about it. the fact that you not only trust him, but you’re letting someone LIKE HIM turn you into such a mess makes him feel utterly and completely high. 

SPANKING;  if its with his hands, a paddle or whatever; he loves seeing his marks all over that booty of yours. if its hard enough to leave his entire hand print there? it gets him worked up, when you’re both alone you best believe he’s gonna want you to walk around with it on display. a tad but of HUMILIATION, ‘yer so dirty, aren’t ya babe? my little slut, always come runnin’ when i call”. although.. this will result in a panicked raphael afterwards, “babe im sorry, i dont think yer a slut.. i mean...” you’d really have to drill it into his head that you love it and KNOW he doesn’t mean it in a malicious way. 

DONATELLO : 

right off the bat im going to be predictable, but ROLE PLAY ; oh god you dont even KNOW. whether it be his favorite anime character, nurse or scientist ; this guy will end up on cloud nine with seeing you all dressed up. i feel like he’d fumble for a while until getting used to the acting part of it, but regardless the minute you cutely say “doctor” it will have his head spinning, probably grasps the corner of his desk to try and control himself.  

VOYURISM, i will bet my entire house that he has this kink. he LOVES seeing you get yourself off, oh even more so when you bring toys into this. that boy would vibrate with excitement, also you add DIRTY TALK into the mix? he’s going to end up in a puddle. if you tell him not to touch himself he’d nearly cry, being forced to watch his princess get herself off and not touch himself in the process? thats hitting ALL the marks for this guy “you look so good, so pretty; you sound so wet” “i am, so wet for you donnie... bet you wish you could touch me... touch yourself, dont you?” i feel like... he’d be able to cum without touching himself in these situations ( it leaves for a very cute, very flustered donnie. but he has stamina for another ... 9 rounds after this) . out of all the brothers, i feel like this guy would love being dommed; he’s the biggest switch in the world and honestly, it shows.

MICHELANGELO :

oh, me? backing up more fandom headcanons? abso-fucking-loutely. SITOPHILIA is a major one ( idk why im getting technical, but basically: food kink. )  he’d love putting cream on your stomach and licking it up, its so playful that is ridiculous; it starts a little dorky at first, putting icing or something on your face and licking it off, but then he tends to get seriously over excited and puts it on the inside of your thighs, farrr up, i have a hc that mikey is really good with his tongue and it SHOWS in these situations; he wouldn’t touch you during this, making you into a withering mess with his tongue alone ( also this is stupid, but he’s absolutely put a pizza slice on your stomach when you were cuddling and ‘is this doing it for ya angelcakes’ ? i love one man. )  

okay i can’t really find a name for the next two, but i generally believe mikey would have this: he’d LOVE the feeling of your skin against his, when the situation is getting hot and heavy he’d become very hyper sensitive to the feeling of you. the softness of your thighs, the way your skin blushes, he’d adore it; which is why, out of the turtles, he has a fascination with the chest area; its so soft to him and he could fall asleep easily. then the next one, uh.. a little out there...but your HEART BEATING, maybe not a k i n k ; but he loves the sound, in his world; death and hurt is a normal thing. so hearing you, alive and there by his side? it would make him giddy. hope you’re ready for hickeys directly above your heart because there will CONSTANTLY be there. that’s just a tattoo for you now. 

LEONARDO : 

ahhh, the BONDAGE KING if i do say so myself. leo is easily the most dominate out of the brothers, lets start of with SHIBARI ( for those unfamiliar with the term, this is Japanese bondage and i suggest looking at some photos. its beautiful and an art form. garth knight is a good artist to look at for this ! ), this is definitely one of leos favorites; i think he’d be a cliche and make sure the rope is blue colored, this is parallel to raph in a way; he loves the trust you place in him for such a thing. he’d love to trace to rope, watch you squirm on the spot; see the marks it leaves for your skin. expect a lot of praise coming from him when this is taking place. 

SENSATION PLAY, he’d love tracing your skin with feathers and watching you, your bodies reactions; the goosebumps that appear. it doesn’t end there, oh no; wax play and temperatures would come into it too. he will always check up on you “how are you holding up, darling? tell me, how does it feel?” oh he sounds so sweet but you’d be able to hear that lowness in his voice that has you aching. ORGASM CONTROL, honestly i feel like all of them would love this; but leo more. he’d love bringing you so close to the edge just to deny you “you have to learn patience, you’re lacking that. the more you complain, the more i’ll deny you” but god its worth it, the almost agonizing feeling builds up to the best orgasm of your life. ( he loves forcing you to orgasm too, that ‘ you asked for this’ tone in his voice.) 

[jouyasha]

Mikey getting to go back in time and change something bad that happened in their past with Vixxy. 🙂

I tend to the graves as I am the only one left. Everything I once new is but a sweet dream as i am forced to relive my hell over and over again. Why was I chosen to do this? Becouse I am the only one left.

i make my way to the old lair and lay where a bed once laid. Setting my watch as I drift asleep.

I wake up and there is her sweet face "vixxy" I hold her tight knowing it wont last but Im going to do everything to stop that from happening.

"Aww mikey" she nuzzled back. I took a deep breath smelling her scent for a moment as I kew i was on a deadline.

"Go get something to eat and ill see ya in a bit" i wink quickly running off to donnies lab

"D I need this" I grabbed his note book writhting out the skimatics and directions for my watch. As im wrighting i say exactly what he's saying

" dammit Mikey i dont have time for this. Dont mock me. Stop it. Ignoramus testudines. How...?" As he stoped I continued with "please D i need this i cant explain but please do it"

"Fine" Donnie sighed looking at the paper "how? Why? Wait mikey i have more questions"

"No time bro."

I joined vixxy for breakfast. I send out a mass text to everyone i know telling them to meet us in the abandoned warehouse we sometimes meet up within the hour.

As they arive some just look annoyed as they keep asking me what this is about. I yell them to be paitent. As Donnie arrives i get the watch and put it on.

"Listen guys i know this sounds unbelevable but I have relived this day many times and it always ends the same. At 6 theres going to be an atack all over the world and most of you wont survive. Im telling you all to prepare for the end but dont go down without a fight."

Theres an uproar of questions and people not beleving me as I prove it

"Shreadder and the foot will walk in in... 7 6 5 4 3 2 now" he points to the door "aint got time for your shit as they are entangled in a trap i set.

"Now listen i want to save you all but i cant without your help"

I grab vixxys hand "i cant loose you again" but it was too late sniper shot her wasnt expecting that out come "noooo" i yell my allies scatter. I watch as one by one they are killed what had i done wrong this time? I make my way to the lair set the watch and try again.

Morning comes i hold vixxy close wanting to cry she dies in my arms so many times its getting harder to wake to her smiling face.

I have D make the watch get it from him and i just try to save her shes all that matters right now. "I know this sounds weird but put this on" i hand her a bullet proof vest and a hooded jacket and pants. I too put on the same as i steal the keys to the party wagon and leave never looking back she had to be protected. But my driving sucked and I crashed running us off the bridge into the fridged water below she didnt make it and i was banged up pretty badly. I pulled myself out of the water and made my way home setting the watch and going to bed.

Next day after holding vixxy i did the thing with donnie but asked him more questions trying to learn of it was possable to go back more than just one day. After some calculations he found he couldnt do it for more than a day without working on it for months. "Try" I tell him as we work together i relearn the skimatics for the new modle.

After what seamed like months of working it out still loosing everyone every time we had done it. This time hopefully the last time i give D the new skimatics and hes able to make the watch. I try going back a week at first we are all prepared but i cant save them. I try months and eventually years but always on that day no mater how prepared I am I always loose her.

Finally i try one last thing the night we met i dont go save her it brakes my heart. But i live out my life without her. We meet later in life she dates raph she seams so different her sweetnees was now a ruff attitude. But the day comes and i cant save them.

One last a few months before giving D time to creat enough watches for all of us. The morning of the day comes were all prepared but this time it was diffrent i die this time.

Waking up next to vixxy whats going on "i couldnt save all of you" she said holding my left hand.

"I did what i could but i had to amputate it" d said

As i sat up i realized my right arm is gone. "What day is it did we make it?"

"Kinda i had to go back and find a way to save us both luckily i had D with me but you doing that alone so many times for me i..i" vixxy cried and hugged me i held her back also crying "we made it."

[tiramisu-talk]

The Purple Game

A few days ago i wrote an “analysis” about The Purple Game on our rottmnt discord server while I was watching it, and I thought it would be nice if I collected everything in one post...

-you know what? i'm gonna rewatch the purple game for the umpteenth time and i'm gonna try to pinpoint why it makes me so damn sad every time

-ALRIGHT HERE GOES

-first thing i notice now, the purple dragons made this game so specifically to cater to donnie there's the giant mech, the competitiveness, exclusiveness, even his favorite color, its kinda scary how well they know him

-the montage of donnie gaming is super unsettling, the way you see the hours fly by,, the close-up shots,,,,

-"yes this is the greatest game of all time stop talking to me" god the way he delivers that line 😭

-i love the way raph nudges donnie here, its such a soft gesture

-HHHHHH THIS BIT, THIS TINY SEQUENCE,,, THEY KNOW DONNIE ISNT FINE

-the way they leave in total silence, with just the music and donnie's frantic clicking in the background,,,

-my heart 😢

-THIS FACE,, there's probably a little voice telling him its a very bad and dishonest idea to steal his brothers' money,, that its not worth the trouble

-raph mikey and leo had such a good time together, and even tho donnie had chosen to stay home they STILL brought him a gift cuz they wanted to share the good times with him 😢😭

-also mikey on raph's shoulders

-although this bit is mostly played for laughs the aggressiveness donnie shows is really accurate for this kind of toxic obsessiveness

-also he says the word 'hiss' out loud, dumbass

-AHHHH the way leo begs donnie for an answer,,, donnie at this point being so numb and detached from reality,,,,

-he destroyed mrs porkycoin

-"what do you do when someone you love is obsessed with something thats bad for them?" we dont deserve raph

-donnie wants to be the best at this game so badly he literally cheats his way to the top,, he wants be good at something,, also what a sharp contrast to leo in minotaur maze :0

-bonus points for the outfit, what an icon

-such a meaningless victory, and yet he's so blissful

-raph leo and mikey are so set on helping donnie out they did what seemed obvious for them, reading every article on the internet about game obsession

-they might not be the smartest but damn do they try and care 😭

-"donnie we need you"

-donnie send shelldon as a replacement because 'he couldnt make it' B I T C H

-raph is SO DONE with donnie,, his soft concern has made place for pure rage and disappointment

-the mech is SO BIG AND VIOLENT OMFG

-THE MUSIC WHEN MIKEY IS RUNNING UP TOWARDS THE MECH,,, ITS SO INTENSE AND I LOVE IT

-the stark contrast between the fight we just saw and the way the game shows,,, its so sharp 😥

-the way mikey says "donnie is... controlling the mech.." is so heartbreaking

-"HEY DONNIE ITS US YOUR BROTHERS" leo i love you so much 😭

-THE GAME ENCOURAGES DONNIE TO KEEP ATTACKING THE BEARS AKA HIS BROTHERS THATS SO CRUEL

-"we gotta get a message to donnie" "how? he doesnt respond to anything" AHHHHHH

-raph really is done with being a softie towards donnie, like what a change he made in this ep in comparison to donnie's gifts

-"Donnie the mech is real, STOP PLAYING THE GAME DONNIE" there's something so eery about the way raph basically begs donnie to stop

-"or should i call you... donnie" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

-"...watching you watch us smash them will be JUST AS NICE"

-AHHHHHHHHH INTENSIFIES

-AND RAPH LEO AND MIKEY STILL THINK DONNIE IS THE ONE ATTACKING THEM OMFG

-"BROTHERS"

-oof its so great to see leo and raph using their mystic weapons so much better than before, i'm so proud of them

-what a badass shot, the trinity themselves

-"donnie you gotta stop this, i love you, and you gaming is hurting me, like literally hurting me" WHILE DONNIE IS FORCED TO WATCH HIS BROTHERS BEING CRUSHED BY THE MECH NOOOOOO

-the amount of focus in this face,,, also donnie being able to escape with the help of the gift his brothers bought them is good kush 👌😔

-i love it when he does this expression, his shits-about-to-go-down face

-AHHHHHHHHHH THIS BIT, THE TURTLES LOOK SO BRUISED UP, THE WAY THEY'RE LYING, THEY LOOK LIKE THEY FUCKING DIED

-and donnie??? he doesnt even take the time to free himself first, his brothers are his biggest priority now

-the hug,, the fucking hug,,,, how he uses his spidershell arms to embrace them,, the way he straight up apologizes,,, this hecks me up real good every damn time 😭😭😭

[multifandomqueen2002]

Heya! Can I request a tmnt reaction to s/o's BTS obsession? 🤭 Or maybe something where their s/o just spits out BTS facts or lyrics. (I tend to do this and my fiance is super annoyed by it 🤭😂) Thank you ♥️ (if it helps my fav turtle is raph and bias Suga, altho I'm a sucker for them all.)

Warnings: None

Summary: TMNT reaction to you having a BTS obsession (I love this cuz I have a BTS obsession too😂😂)

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Leonardo

It all started like this. You and your boyfriend Leo, were hanging out at your apartment. You both were cuddling on the couch just talking about little things. For example, Leo is talking about a new book that he found while patrolling and he's really into it. You're talking about this new bakery you're dying to try. You're hands are intertwined and your head is on his chest.

The next moment your phone rings, your ringtone is Blood, sweat amd tears by BTS. You look at your screen to see its just April so you decline the call. Leo looks at you dumbfounded. "What was that song Blossom?" You look at him shocked "Its Blood, sweat and tears by BTS?"

"Who's BTS?" "Um, just the best group im the world!?"

For the rest of the day you showed him photos and music videos of them, then he asks who is your favorite? You decided not to tell him because you dont want him to get jealous. His opinion on BTS is that its actually pretty cool. Whenever he misses you he listens to them.

Raphael

Our Raphie here is different than Leo though. He found out about bts when you visited the lair and had your phone connected to the speaker so that everyone could listen to your music for a change.

You put on IDOL by BTS and started jamming. Mickey and Leo were digging it and Donnie, well, Donnie is Donnie. You have no idea what he's thinking. But Raphie? He was trying to keep up. "Uh, Babe?" Raph tries to get your attention. "Yes Raphie?" "Who is this?" you giggle at his confusion. "It's BTS."

He asks Donnie to help him do research about it once you went home. He knows more about it now. The next day he asks you who your favorite is, "Suga baby, why?"

Lets just say big red is JELLYYYY. His opinion? Its not for him.

Donatello

The day Donnie found out about your BTS obsession he was shook. He is almost as hooked as you are. But those BTS boys step on Donnie's ego. Your little nerdy turtle constantly wonders: 'what if they're more attractive than me', 'She must like them better because they're talented', 'WILL SHE LEAVE ME FOR ONE OF THEM'

The answer is no. Yes you LOVE Bts with all your heart but its impossible that one of them can steal you... Unfortunately.... But Donnie is your man. He has nothing to worry about... Except Namjoon.... He has to worry about Namjoon....

Donnie gets you bts posters and stuff to support your interest in them. When you visit him, you both jam and dance to 'Save me'. Lets just say you didnt know your man is a dancer and wow is he hot when he dances.

Mikey

He doesn't care who plays on the radio as long as he can jam along. He thought you liked them a little, until he came into your room and saw the posters. He was a little jelly. But its nothing a few kisses couldnt solve.

But oh boy was he mad when you wore a BTS hoodie that said Taehyung. He was pissed. Just to make it even, when you watched Riverdale he kept commenting about how gorgeous Betty is. You ignored him for a day and he apologized realizing what he did was out of line.

So what happened? You both cuddled listening to BTS and you were fine after that. And for some reason your Taehyung hoodie disappeared????

[conchstellations]

watching the 1963 LOTF movie for the first time: my reactions

lets go me!! i wanna watch but i cannot focus on JUST watching a movie and the minecraft server i usually play on is down, so i decided to write my reactions bc ive seen people do it for other movies and why not. also i wanna look back in the furture when i watch again bc why not. pls dont judge me. lets go team

-yo wtf is the choir so creepy when they sing like okay

- piggy is adorable and i’d kill for him

- music when they first arrive on shore: creepy, but that could just be cause i know its boutta go from 0-100 real quick

- we got our first suCKS TO YOUR ASSMAR

- PIGGY’S LAUGH IS SO CUTE IM LEGIT GONNA SOB WHEN HE DIES WTF

- Percival? so cute

- did jack fuckin make em sing as they approached? legend. icon. love the flex.

- i love how sad the choir kids all look. theyre all so fuckin done.

- god pls forgive me for laughing when Simon just fuckin collpased

- god simon is adorable

- imma cRY stop making fun of piggy

- jack just fuckng casually scratching his nose with his knife like okay flex again

- holY SHIT MAN HOW MEAN CAN U BE SIMON WAS LOOKING AT THAT

- stop attacking pigman i stg

- i, myself, as a hermit crab owner, am kinda sad :( leave them alone they are trying to be in sand 

- im gonna cry simon is so cute with his lizard friend i love him sm

- could the plane not see the kids running on the island? maybe im wrong. idk

- i rly wanna hug ralph :( hes so upset about the fire

- yo the whole cult pig chant thing was creepy but when u hear actual kids say it? terrifying. no thanks.

- a+ acting piggy but alos i fuckin love u so its ok

- k fuck u jack. fuck u. also, simon’s voice is so sweet when hes like “here have ur specs” and he hands them over so nicely like God simon ur the best ur so valid sweetie

- jack that was a fake ass apology.

- u better bring em back ralph. he makes his tone a lot nicer with piggy than he does with jack which i appreciate

- ur slurping is fckin nasty. poor piggy. also thank god for simon which i have saud before many times, and will say again many times.

- get em ralph. call that assembly. they suck.

- god, percival is bby. imma pretend that hunter is maurice like in the book and thank the lord for him as well. finally, a hunter does something valid. way to go.

- is that my dumbass squid boy? i love him

- jack shut tf up and stop being mean to piggy challenge

- simon is so precious and whomever said “no” like that does it again imma beat ur ass wtf hes telling the truth. insert that jesus meme here, which applies in many ways.

- jack and ralph argue. again. wow whom the fuck knew. thats all they do jesus they just bicker forever. also, have i said fuck jack rights? because fuck jack rights. piggy has the funmkckin conch

- wow ralph sim n piggy are so valid. love em. cherish em.

- love samneric too, theyre adorable

- ralph is putting jack in his place again and again, whcih is very appreicated and thsank u ralph.

- simon i love u.

- ralph’s smile is orecious af

- no clue why they put the camberly thing in but glad they did bc more piggy content

- oh simon, i love u sm but honey u got a big storm comin

- cue more jack and ralph bickering. also, if i was ralph i would not fumckin climb a mountain with the verified psychopaths but i mean maybe thats just me

- ahhhh.... the corpse

- “boys armed with sticks” THERE WE GO RALPH THATS MY BOI

- i like how dramatic the scene is where jack dips

- siMON

- okay ummmmm lotf is creepy as shit thanks

- choir trying to be tight and kill pigs n shit then go back to singing practice? yeah right losers ur fuckin nerds

- simon pls just go back to ur lizard and ignore the pig pls

- i am not ready 

- love how theres like a grand total of 6 people in ralphs tribe lmao

- go ralph!!! ur so valid sweetie

- ralph i stg... go home... ur vibes are rancid rn

- SIMON FUCJDJIN RUN NOW

- his screaming is so awful... it hurts my heart

- simons body drfiting out while the creepy choir song plays is so sad wtf especially with the glimmer or the creatures or whatever like its just sad

- piggy i love u but we BOTH know that was murder.

- as much as raph sucked for killing simon i wanna give hm a big hug

- mkkay accident? maybe, MAYBE i can get behind. but he was FUCKIN INNOCENT PIGGy

- okay fuck jack rights

- awe pigGY 

- SIMON BUILT THAT SHELTER

- oh wow rock throwing 

- lemme just say: respect ralph rights. hate him for killing simon but u can tell he respects piggy cause when hes yellin at the choir hes all mean but he is nice and tells piggy to wait cause he knows hes worried

- he even gives him the conch to make him feel better!

- FIUCK GET EM RALPH GOD I LOVE U UR SO VALID HUN

- DAMN RIGHT HE IS U TELL EM RALLPH

- u tell em piggy

- okay that was so uncool. who the fuck said that was ok

- OKAY THAT SHOT OF THE BODY BEING TAKEN AWAY WHILE RALPH WATCHES IS SO RUDE

- im sorry for laughing but ralph just seeing what happened and just dipping is so fucjncj funny

- sam and eric are such real ones and i appreciate them as well

- mmkay that cutfrom the coast guard to the island in flames is so funny

- poor percival

- ralph looks so upset. imma cry. like hes legit shking. not ok

aleight i did it. it wa sso sad. i think imma watch the 1990 movie another night cause ibe heard its funny af

ummmm tl;dr, i love simon, i love piggy except for after simons death, jacks a bitch and so i roger, and ralph is valid af. i didnt really see the characters that way in the book, like i imagined ralph was blonde and simon was nothing like that kid, no matter how cute he was. good movie tho!!!!

thats about it. if u read this idk why u did but thank u. if u wanna know where i watched just look up google drive lord of the flies and its there for free! ;000 

[bloody-hands-pure-hearts1329]

Hood and Brute

Okay this fanfic is special to me why?

Well because some of the things that happend to hood are things of my past. I really fighted with my self to write this down but I knew I had to, to start to let it go for once and all...so yeah there will be alot drama and happy times in there like my life.

Chapter 1

Once open a time... Yeah that’s how most fairytales start only this is no fairytale this is my story and real life is no fairytales and happiness.

My name is Hood. Why? Well technically I am dead so who cares about my old name and I walk around from my childhood on in red hoddies, hoodie dresses, hoodie shirts. Its kinda my trademark.

All started with my family leaving my motherland to follow my grandparents and other family members over to USA in to New York. I was not even two year this time so I dont really remember anything about this time.

My childhood was nice with my father, mother and my little brother. I cant say anything bad over it well all changed after I turned to a teen with 13teen started the big bad wolf started to awake in my family.

Days become living hell for the little girl in the red hood, she started to try to play invisible when ever the wolf came back from a stressfull day at work. Her body shaking in fear, as she heard him talking with her mother. It was more a discussion.

Her breathing almost stops as she heard his heavy steps coming closer. Her eyes quick moving through her room, searching desparated for place to hide. But there was none so she sat in a corner with a book trying to make herself invisible this way.

The door opened and in came the wolf searching for his victim, he scanned the room and stopped by the girl trying to hide herself behind the thick book in her hands.

A few steps and he was standing directly before her.

"What are you doing here! Go to the kitchen and help your mother!" his voice was low and filled with his rage, the girl didnt dare to look in to his eyes, knowing pretty well how much he hated it. But she was taking to long to stand up so he grabbed her book throwing it away against the wall.

This made the red hooded girl look at him grab her and pull her up on to her feet.

"ARE YOU DEAF! GO IN THE KITCHEN!" he shouted in her face making her nod and run past him out of the room as he let go of her now painful pounting wrist.

She stopped in the kitchen and take over the dishes for her mother who looked after food for the hungry wolf. Silently both did their work until the beast found its way to them. He sat down on his chair to watch them. He eat in silence and it would have stayed the way if the girl didnt let fall down a plate to the floor.

"LOOK WHAT DID YOU DO AGAIN! DO YOU THINK MONEY IS GROWING ON TREES!" he shouted at her as the girl started to collect the pieces.

"Please she..."

"SHUT UP LOOK AT HER SHE IS NOBODY! USELESS!" he kept shouting the girl collected all and took the vacuum cleaner to make sure no pieces will be left and no one could get hurt by them.

The loud growling of the vacuum cleaner shield her for a few seconds from the hurtful words the beast shoot at her to pierce her heart and brain to be stuck there forever.

Raph’s POV

At the same time down in the sewer there was little teen mutant boy he stand on one feet on a gym ball with his arms spread out trying to balance two bowls filled with water.

It was unfair in his eyes that only he was being punished for breaking his father favorite mug, it was also Leonardo’s his older brothers fault it happened.

"Fuck this!" he growled as he almost lost his balance it was always the same Leonardo was prefered over all. All of them where Mikey because he was the youngest and Donnie could collect plus points by being the smartest.

The rest was him, he was the strongest and the one with the temper problem in other words the black sheep. But how else could he get the attention of his father? How else if not breaking something and making him at least yell at him.

The rat man made the ball circle under the turtle teen who groaned of course he was immedatly punished for his foul mouth. At least he had some time alone with his father without having Leo shoving in to his face how perfect he was.

Hoods P.O.V

The wolf finished his food and her mother and him went to the living room to watch some tv while the girl quick went back to her room.

There she stayed until it was time to sleep, with anger in her stomach she fought to sleep for a hour before her eyes closed and she finally found herself in her dreamworld.

School time was not better for the girl in the hood, she was not popular only had a few friends and of course was builled. As child because of her neurrodermitis it made her scratch her arms bloody and scare and disgust the kids. As teen because her body was more boy like, no breasts, really slim her hoodies made her the perfect tomboy.

Only a few years later with fifteen she gained more weight and through it big curves she became the figur like the woman on the old paintings in the museum and she started to be interested in boys.

One especially it was like destiny.

He was talking with some friend of her friend as she and her bff walked over to them.

Both quick found a simmilary between them both had a bad wolf in their lives. But he was four years older and she knew her parents would be against them so their meetings start secretive one time they walked through a park happy laughing with each other as Fuma felt something hit his leg he fell down holding it.

Worried she looked at his leg and heard some rustling behind a tree with a bush beside a big shadow running away from them.

Raphaels P.O.V.

Raphael was quick annoyed as his father started with home schooling. He hated math and all this stupid hours of sitting and listening to his father. But he loved the trainings hours, his weapons became his best friends he quick learned how to use them for others things beside fighting. In short time he impressed his family with his wooden carving skills.

Only with the years awoke a new wish inside him after all was over with the foot clan and it began to get more peacful, he started to watch more movies in his breaks from training some of them where love stories. And he hated them all except beauty and the beast. Even thought he didnt believed in it.

One day he get up in the central park and hid behind a tree to watch the people being all happy. He accepted himself the way he was now but this people would never see anything other than a monster in him. This hurt him and made the anger inside him grow.

A couple who couldn’t stop laughing and talking with each other while walking pass him, was like thorn in his eye. He became jealous over them because he would never have something like this.

Never would have a girl like her look at him the same way. She was a plus size beauty big curves her face hidden under a red hoodie, she wore jeans and black highheels to them. Even with them she was short compered to her partner. Some kinda asian guy with wild upstanding hair, well trained he asumed he was some gym junkie.

All was fine he almost wanted to look away as the man leaned in to kiss her, this made something inside him snap and he grabbed the next thing he could get throwing it against the guy to stop him, it was a rock and it hit his leg, he could hear the bones breaking only seconds after that her screaming for her lover filled the air.

Fuck!

Was all he could think of as he turned away and run back to the manhole jumping down and running down the sewer as fast as possible away from the scene.

What the fuck was wrong with him! He could have seriously hurt this guy!